I resisted looking at my life for fear I would want an over hall and others around me would suffer. I was scared to open what might be a can of worms. Concerned I might get “too enlightened” and freak everyone out. But once I dropped the fear and embraced my true purpose everyone around me benefitted. I became more than the role I was playing for them and became a much more pleasant person to be around with. 

We can feel very alone because we have forgotten we are part of something bigger. 

All through my teens I felt weird, lonely, isolated and different and to combat the fear of facing it all I rebelled. When I realised this all the feelings of separation, loneliness and isolation fell away. I stopped filling the void with bad habits, my worries fell away and I realised I am so much more than what I thought.